You may wonder why I would talk to my students about this at all. My school was established on the philosophies of Japanese education 15 years ago and all our students study Japanese for two hours a day- so the earthquake and tsunami already would have caused (excuse me but I must) waves at my school. But a year ago I was sitting in my classroom on a grading day when I heard the news that an earthquake, then tsunami had struck Tohoku, Japan- a region I lived in for two years. I don't know how explain my connection to the region or it's people in a non cheesy way- but I studied abroad in Morioka, Iwate when I was 19 and fell in love with my host family and the region. For the last 8 years my host family and I have written letters to each other monthly- have bi-monthly phone calls and send each other goodies from our respective countries. I was so torn when I left Morioka as a student that as soon as I graduated with my MAT, I applied and was accepted into the JET Programme (a program to bring native English speakers into Japanese schools) and I requested to be placed in Iwate near my host family. For a year I worked in a town an hour away from Morioka and took a bus into Morioka every weekend to see my host family. They took me on trips throughout Japan, took care of me when I was sick, and christened me with their last name because they said I was their American daughter. They're alright- this is not a build up to a "now they're gone and I'm heart broken" story. But I had a very difficult weekend a year ago when I saw video after video of the town my host-sister lived and worked in being swept away. When I finally made contact with my host parents 3 days after the tsunami hit- my host sister still hadn't been located. You'll never guess what my host mom kept telling me throughout this phone call and subsequent phone calls throughout the week as her daughter remained missing- "thank you so much for caring from so far away." While her daughter was missing and her prefecture was in ruins (no power, water or food), my host mom was thanking me for caring. The speaker we went to see for our field-trip yesterday went to Japan for a few weeks last summer to help with clean-up and he characterized the Japanese people he met as "respectful". He had no experience with Japan before he went on this relief effort, and he's right, they are respectful, but this is such a small word to characterize how the Japanese have responded to such a massive cataclysm.
About 5 or 6 days after the tsunami hit I received word from my host mother that my host sister was ok. She is also a teacher and she was at school with her students when the earthquake hit. The school was up pretty high on a cliff overlooking the water, and because of its altitude, it had been designated as the place the towns people should flee to in the event of a tsunami. The teachers of the school, when they saw the swelling water, decided that their students weren't high enough and they collected all the students in the field and evacuated the students into the hills while the towns people came in behind them fleeing to the school. The teachers were wise and the towns people (including many parents of the students) were all killed when water flooded the school. My students knew about my connections with Tohoku and after the tsunami, we spent months raising money for the students of my host-sister's school. Every student in our school wrote two letters, (there are 88 of us and 160 of them) decorated manila envelopes, and collected toys to put in the envelopes for students of the school. The money we raised went to buying games and gym equipment for the students at the school now living in shelters. Last summer my husband and I went to Japan to visit my host family and personally delivered the letters and gym equipment to my host sister's principle. I'm glad we did something, but I'm so sad we didn't do more. As we drove around in Japan this past summer visiting my host family, the country seemed almost unchanged from my previous visits. The Japanese people I met were still very respectful and polite, they still were or pretended to be impressed by my Japanese, they laughed and joked and worked as hard as ever. They spoke very matter-of-factly about the earthquake and tsunami, often without discernible bitterness. I felt like a clown- bringing these letters and these donations to a school as a great charitable act. It was such a small thing compared to the mountains each individual Japanese person has moved to push themselves and their country forward. Underneath their smiles, politeness, respect, and humor lay deep wells of emotion that they control and harness for collective good. There's a word for this in Japanese- "gaman"- it loosely translates to perseverance- but it is closer to the word "stoic" I think. I don't really know how to put it in words- but I know most of the people I saw while I was on my trip were suffering deep personal losses. Their whole worlds had been turned upside down. They lost homes, parents, children, spouses and in some cases- their entire neighborhood or town had been washed away. But they hadn't fallen to pieces. They hadn't turned to bitterness, over indulgence, listlessness, cynicism, or regret. I'm sure they felt many of these things but they didn't show any of it. They rebuilt, they welcomed tourists, they thanked us whole heartedly for the small support we were able to offer. They gave us tea and let us take pictures of their ruined lives. There are many things about Japanese culture and society that I disagreed with, or made me feel uncomfortable- of course there were, I am from entirely opposite cultural values- but I'm proud that my host family always said I have a Japanese heart because I can't think of a better heart to have.
I haven't really shared these pictures with anyone, but I think I want to now. These are pictures my husband and I took when we were vising my host family this past summer. Maybe you noticed above, but I feel pretty sheepish for even having taken these pictures. It seemed like such an awful thing to do-fat American tourist snapping shots of ruined Japanese towns while Japanese residents watch on from shelters. I felt compelled to take these pictures though because I was representing my school and I knew my students back home would want a share of my experiences because they had worked so hard to produce the letters and toys that I was delivering. I did not end up sharing these pictures with my students though. There never seemed like a good time to do it and it all just seemed too sad to bring up again.
Here's a view of where the town my host sister lived in used to be:
Here are some various sights throughout the town. The "OK" spray painted onto buildings meant that it's OK for the buildings to be demolished- anything inside that was salvageable has been taken out already.
This is one of the most striking sights to me. The boat is upside-down on a tsunami wall. These walls were designed to withstand tsunamis produced by earthquakes up to 8.5 in magnitude.
This is my host sister's car sitting outside the school where many of the towns people died.
Here's the school itself that was hit by the tsunami. When we first pulled in this mural- of children playing in the sea- was the first thing we saw:
Here are a few pictures around the school.
Here's a view from the school out to the ocean
Finally, here's a picture from the new, temporary school. They're using an old office building to house two displaced schools. They won't be able to rebuild new schools for about 10 years according to my host sister.
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